Did you know it was suppose to be the best shooting star weekend?

I saw at least 5 in less than 30 minutes!

And the space shuttle launch off....

It was quite amazing to be able to see that...


3 weeks til school starts!

have fun

When there is a time that feeling finally hits you, no matter how many days or hours it take when you heard the new of one of your good friend passed away.
From that moment on, I began to value everything around me, I want to do anything and everything with all my friends, so I will never regret when the day we have to be apart.
what mostly even hard it is when you talk to his even closer friends, you can feel that sorrow, longingness, as they try to spilt each word slowly of how they feel.
If I am already hurt from this, they would feel the same but with 10X more.

Jordan is one of my really good friend, even though you as the reader mostly not know who he is, but he is a loving, funny, clever, unique, artistic, 16 years old young man who has a bright future in front of him.
I will never forget all the times we have talk to each other, nor all the time him and I open up to each other.
Many people does not know the relationship between Jordan and I, but the relationship is def. not a fake one. He left his place in my heart, a good friend, someone who everyone in our lunch group care. Someone who teach us a lot about life.
I regret I never got to hang out with him outside of school but at lunch, I regret not being able to help him, I regret for not being able to there to laugh at all the silly things he did.
So I vow,
From now on, I will value people around me, I will hang out with them as much as I can. And never forget all the silly good memories we share.

I know I say I love you a lot to many people. But when I say I love you to you, it is a totally different feeling, a feeling of missing a friend, a feeling of wanting you back, a feeling for someone special.


Love
Carmen

People who really knows me, know that i am a good human being.

And I thank them for always here for me.

Believe in me,
and trust me,

I loooove you all,

and this is getting cheesy,

but it's trueee

Love

Me

Since I am running for the ASB officer this year, I am totally stress out because I'm going against two big meanies!!! Bah.... too bad the whole school is running or else, i know I can definitely beat them if only our class vote.... Hmm... if I really want me to win, i really have to make everything better than them. I personally don't want either of them to be in our ASB for two years, all they care about is their type of people... bah they make me sick.

Well, if I really did lose, i guess it's okay..... I mean I'm not as ... "normal" as those two people..... Blah....

Gosh this is a mean journal.....

I apologize.

I wish i live in a anime world where i can go off and fight monsters, and play in the pretty green flowerly fields.

I'm going to soooo tired this week because i have a lot of things to be taking care of in school, first of all the WASL, Than planning different activity for my school, Homeworks, and life. I guess I just want people to know that I'm sorry if i can't reply to you quick enough. I hope everyone else will have a better week than i will. But I will stil try to enjoy myself. WOOT! see I"M DOING IT!

thanks
I'm out.